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when there's only me

assalamualaikum semua :) woahhh. seriesly its been a while since i did not update this blog. semua entry d biarkan dalam "draft". hehehe. i have no mood untuk post2 , even masa holiday trip ke bali pun i havent post yet. maybe nanti kot. hehe.

but then, i really have to write this entry . why? i dont want to forget what i will write here. 

sejak masuk UMP ni banyak sangat dugaan. in soo many wayss aku di duga and terus di duga :'( aku selalu aku yakin aku kuat hadapi semua, and hide it from others untill at one point i cry. because of them :') ya Allah, forgive me, sebab buat mereka sedih. aku pun taksangka this will be like this. somehow, maybe org mungkin takfaham the real situation but for me aku terlalu bersalah mengguriskan hati mereka. and buat dorang nangis. aku berdosa. ya Allah. aku terus kuat, bangkit dari kegagalan yang seolah2 terus kejar aku, sebab aku yakin dgn JANJI ALLAH. mungkin belum tiba masanya, abang aku cakap :')

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